snw~t sRb gmn~!

ekmw~ ek r@tk, kn~q udrt pL`wk, pRAcQ pQrQmQ Lm@yk~ sQtQ@y~y. ohR@g~ @qm`pQyn~t uvmn` vR@y~ kvq` @h`~ wm pRwYy` wr#NykO vR psRv @@vq&vrykO kQrWm s[h` @mdQkl~ @k`lQjQyt, n#w~nm| @@vq& vQq&`lyt y#vWmty. e@hw~ ahm|@bn~ @mn~ @k`LBt p#mQNQ g#ty`, p` w#bR@v| sQtRm#qErkty. ey ls~sn ls~sn g#h#nRn~ pQrQmQn~ sQtQn, vQvQ{`k`r v#d @k@rn, @pY~k;kyn~@g~ sQw~ a#q b#[gn~n` sRU nQr\m`N @k@rn, vQcQwY vr\Nvw~ w#nk~ vQy. @@vq& vQq&`ly @h`~ @q`s~wrkm @h`~ @mwrm| rs gOl`vk~ vQy @n`h#kQ y#yQ sQwS wr#Ny`. ehQm a#lW g#lW sQtQ@y~y. e~ mWt vsr gNn`vkt @prqWy. wr#N @pm|vwkO@g~ crQwy rMp$mt sQtRm#qErt e@s~ vsr 30 kt pmN @pr pQvQsQ wr#Ny` qQgQn~ qQgtm ehQm sQtQmQn~ qQgO k`lyk~ wr#N @pm|vwkO @lsq wmn~ vQvQ{ crQw q rMp`mQn~, wm nmq, r#vq, v^w~wWy h#kQy`vq yn kr#NR sQyl~l rFk gnQmQn~, e~v` vd`w~ qQyRNR krmQn~ aq q ehQ vQr`jm`nv sQtW. m` @m| kW@v| k` g#nq yn~n obt amRwO@vn~ kQv yRwO n#wQ nmRqE m` lQvWmt ptn~ gw~ @@XlWy anRv e~ kvRq kQy` q#n~ lQvQy yRwOy. @h~ snw~ gONwQlk nm| @v|.

snw~@g~ pLmR a{&k;Ny vn ekmw~ ek r@tk q#n~ wQr@y~ p`y` a#w. nUvkOt amwrv "sQsQl gQnQ gnW" cQwYpt@yn~ wQr kw` rckykO @ls snw~ vQXQ;~t qs~km| p$@v| nmRw~ ekmw~ ek r@tk wQr kw`@vn~ em qs~km| wvqErtw~ op mtQtm| kr@gn wQ@b|q yn~n ohR@gn~m a#sQy yRwO pYX~nykQ.

@k@s~ @vww~ ekmw~ ek r@tkt obw~ y` yRwO y#yQ mm mRlQn~m kQymQ.

ekmw~ ek r@tk kw`v a@p~ @knkO@g~ ekk~ @n`@v|. vQ@q~XQkykO@g~y. snw~ iw` am`r#@vn~ em kw`v a#wOLw~ @p`w @s`y` gw~ bv mWt @pr m` pwY v`r\w` kQhQpykQn~m kQyv` a#w. e~ sm`n kw`n~qryk~ @l`~k@y~ o|n$m w#nk o|n$m @vl`vk, o|n$m @knkOt sQqEvQy h#kQ bv q snw~ kQy` sQtW. cQwYpt@y~ mRlQn~m e~ bv qr\Xny @k@r\. kw`v avs`n@y~ @q@qnkO mQy yn an~qm pmNk~ @vns~ kr a#wQ bv psRgQyq` snw~ "qQvyQn" t kQy` wQbQNQ. ehQ pYX~nk~ n#w. m`w~ sQwn~@n~ e~ @vns e@s~ vWm sRqEsR vW a#wQ bvy.

(m` cQwYpt g#n qn~n` @qyk~ n#w. @m| lQyn~@n~ m@g~ aqhsk~ pmNQ.)

@k@s~ @vww~ wvw~ v#qgw~ @qyk~ snw~ "qQvyQn" t kQy` wQbQNQ. enm| a{&k;Ny @h`~ rMp$m @h`~ yn @q@kn~ ekk~ pmNk~ ohR @k@L~ nm| mWt vd` wm cQwYptyt s`{`rNWkrNyk~ sQqEvn bvy. ekmw~ ek r@tk mRl sQt ag qk~v` bl` sQtQyqW mtq e@s~m sQwQNQ. snw~ "qQvyQn" t qk~v` wQbR aqhs m` kQy#vR@y~ cQwYpty nrB` @gqr p#mQNQ psRvy. e~ nQs` m`@g~ sQwQvQl~l q s`{`rN y#yQ mm m sQwmQ. a{&k;Ny krmQn~m rMp$@m|qW snw~ rMp$ yRwOv wQbR@N~ a`b`{Qw vR pRq~glykO@g~ crQwyk~ @n`v s`m`n& snw~@g~m b`hQr @pnR@mn~m yRwO vR p#h#qQlQvm snw~ @ls @p@nn kw` n`yky`@g~ crQwy bv m@g~ vQX~v`syyQ. pQt@k`n~@q~ am`r#vk~ shQw tQkk~ mhn~sQ vW, snw~ rMp`n crQwy, @p@nn @p@nn @m`@h`wk~ p`s` "@m| snw~ @n~q" .. e~k nQkn~ hrQ n$ v@g~. @m| crQwyt vd`w~ pYsQq~{ @n`vR nUvkO @y`q` gw~@w~ nm| mWt vd` @h`[ @n~q, kQy` cQwYpty nrB` @gqr a#vQw~ @my lQyn @m`@h`w qk~v`m mt sQwQNQ. m@g~ sQwQvQl~l @mhQqW s`{`rNWy kQrWmt @h`[m uq`hrNy ehQ pY{`n nQLQy @ls rMp`n nQ@r`~;`y. nQ@r`~;` nQLQyk~ @n`v em crQw@y~ nQym`k`r@yn~m jWvw~vn @knkO bvt pw~vW a#w~@w~, m` nm| mWt @pr kQsQm cQwYptykQn~ a#y q#k n#wQ b#vQnQ. nQ@r`~;` rMp$mt ek~vR@y~ n#w~nm| "ekmw~ ek r@tk" cQwYptyk~ wmn~ awQn~ a{&k;Ny vWmt id @n`wQbR bvq mWt @pr vw`vk snw~ kQy` wQbQNQ. ey shwQk a#w~wkQ. apt nQwrm a#st q#k pRr#qE nQLQyk~ @y`q` @m| cQwYpty nQm vR@y~ nm| kw` n`yQk`v@g~ crQwy @mwrm| pYbl @n`vWmt id wQbQNQ.

"km| :o|n~: nQ@r`~;` y#yQ mmm kQymQ. mRlQn~ mRlQn~ nQ@r`~;`@g~ @pnR@m| sRqEm#lQ bvk~ @pnRNq wr#Ny` smg sAsr\g@y~ @yqW@mn~ psR wr#NQyn~t a#w~wtm sQqEvn~n` @s~ a#@g~ p`VR p`t phvW gQy`@s~ v#nQ vQy. (@r`;`n~ a#w~wtm @m`n` k@L~ q#yQ ap qn~@n~ n#w.)

ekmw~ ek r@tk @l`kOm adRp`dRv @ls m` qEtR@v| nrBn~n` avqQ krvWmt cQwYpt@y~ vQ@v|k k`lyw~ psRvnwOr#m "a{&k;vry` vQ@v|k g#nWmy." nrBn~n` m`nsQkv @mn~m k`yQkvq avqQ krvn qr\Xn v#lk~ ehQ a#wQy. nmRqE e~v` cQwYpty pRr`m @bq` hrQn~@n~ n#wQv k`mryk sQr @k`t agOlE qm` wb`, sRn`mQyk~ a`v` @s~ ekvrm @h`~s~ g` eLQyt q#mWmt a{&k;vry` gw~ pQLQ@vw nrBn~n`t vR as`{`rNyk~ y#yQ m@g~ vQX~v`syyQ. nRvreLQy ep` vnwOr#m nRvreLQy pRr` krk~ gsmQn~, kNt ep` vnwOr#m gOd| @m`~nQn~, @g`~d| b|@l~s~, w$n~k~ yR a`qQy kQymQn~, ml~ @kl~lk~ ep` vn wOr#m a#yqkQmQn~, ekm p`@r\ u@q~t hmRvn @q@qn` qQnpw`m qkQmQn~ k$m, @qn "a#n~tW" qQnpw`m k$m @qnv` qk~vmQn~, e~ k$m @ptQtQy qQnpw`m p`@h~ b$g~ ek vQv^w @k`t eLQyt gn~nv` @pn~vmQn~ @gvW gQy k`ly pmNk~ @n`v kOm`r wQrQm`qEr smg rs~wQy`qE g#sWm|, ohR mRwY` krn s#tQ @pn~vmQn~, gw vR k`ly g#n m` @k@s~ nm| emWr\ @s`~l`@gn~ asn~nq?

e@s~m qvst wOn~p`rk~ mt "ark" o|n$ kQymQn~ nQ@r`~;` kQyn @qbs~ k`N~dy a#wOU smhr @qbs~ sQAhl x`;`@vn~q kW@v| nm| v#dQhQtQ cQwYptyk~ @ls ey vrqk~ @n`vnR a#w.

@s~mQNQ, c`n~qnW wm @k`ts~ uprQm@yn~ rMp`wQ. gOv@n~ vWrykO vn cn~qn sQl~v` @my wm`@g~ pLmR cQwYpty vRvq kQsQm a`{RnQk bvk~ @n`@pn~v` k#pW @p@n~. vQX`rq @k~mq`syn~@g~ sAgWwy g#n amRwO@vn~ kQv yRwO n#w.

@mhQ rMp`n "wdQ bl~l`q" qk;@ykQ. e@hw~ u_ mr` q#mR@v| a#yQq kQy` mm a{&k;vry`@gn~ asmQ. bl~l` mr` q#m|@m| sQq~{Qyq sRU ptR sQq~{Qyk~ @n`vn @ls cQwYpt@y~ vr\{ny kr a#w. e@s~ k@L~ bl~l`@g~ h`m|pRw` vn wnQkd k}`n`yky` bl~l`@g~ mQy y$@mn~ wv wvw~ wnQ vR bv n#w~nm| asrN vRR bv @pn~vWmtq? e@hw~ cQwYpt@y~ ev#n~nk~ @n`@p@n~. wm @s~v` s~}`n@y~ pY{`n pqvQyk~ qrN kw` n`yky` r#pQyl~ 250 k~ v#nQ sRU mRqlkt btnL`vk~ mQlt g#nWmt qQnpw`m p`@h~ sAgWw x`N~d s`p~pRv @qs @h`rFhQn~ blmQn~ It orv orv` y$m pQLQb[vw~ m` a#sQy yRw~@w~ emWr\ @s`~l`@gn~mq?

@k@s~ @vww~ snw~ s$m awQn~m qk;@ykQ. ohR nUvkO @ls @b`@h`~ avs~}`vl ey uprQm@yn~ qk~v` a#w. vQr`g@y~ arvQn~q mRlQn~m mwkyt n#@M~. ohR qk; wQr rckykO bv sQsQlgQnQ gnW yn pLmR cQwYpt@y~m @pn~vWy. ohR awQ qk; jn`{QpwQ m`{& up@q~XkykO vR bvw~ @h`[ v#dk`rykO bvw~ cn~qYQk` kOm`rwOAg@g~ @svN#l~l @s~ sQtQmQn~ apt @pn~vWy. nmRw~ wOn~ hRls~ @ls p`n~@pwQvlQn~ k#pR s#n~d|vQc| ekk~ mRvt LA kr pLmRv k$mt ptn~ gw~@w~ @k`w#nQn~q, k`r\y`l @s~vky`, wm pY{`nQy`t @w~ @k`~p~pyk~ syQvr\ k@d| @w~ @k`~p~py @qn @ls, ktQn~ al~ln~@n~ n#wQv nQym @ls al~l` pQrQnmn~@n~ @k@s~q yn~n v#nQ sRU @q~vl~ g#n up@qs~ qWmt ohR unn~qEvk~ qk~v` n#w. @l`kO ay @p`dQ @q~vl~ gNn~ gn~@n~ n#w. @rqQ v$n~ e@k~ qr\Xn v#lk~ nWwQZyn~@g~ qr\Xny pQLQb[vq vQmsWmk~ kL yRwOy. k`@gn~q..... ? emWr\ @s`~l`@gn~q...? @k`n~q k#dRNR pRq~glykO mQnQskO kr wb`@gn s#wpRm| gNn~ qEr y$m.?

klkt psRv sRU @m`@h`wkt @h`~ ekmw~ ek r@tkqW @t`~nQ rNsQAh hmRvQy. ahsQn~ @p`@L`vt.... @q@l`vk~ awr v#nQ cQwYpt obt mwk a#w~nm| @t`~nQ@g~ eq` a#wQ kdvsm| r$ spRv obt sQwQn~ mv` gw h#kQ nm| ;`: r#k~: k`n~l` kvRq kQy` sQwmQ. @k@s~ @vww~ s$m p#w~wkQn~m qk;ykO vn snw~ cQwYpt a{&k;vrykO vX@yn~ q qk;ykO bvw~ iqQrQ@y~qW ohR@gn~ wv wvw~ qs~km| q#kQy h#kQvnR bvw~ "ekmw~ ek r@tk" apt kQyyQ. snw~ obt s~wSwQyQ. jy@v|v`!

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